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Wild West Demos

by Nova Robotics Initiative

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I am the moustache twirling villain that ties you to a train track every night And I'll hold you for ransom and I won't use my words every time we get in fight But I know deep down there's a hero that's waiting for a single triumph of good But I'm not sure if he will ever come out or that he'll ever be understood This is the cold in the summer This is the heat in the winter This is victory for the losers This is defeat for the winners I am the sad excuse for a husband that you come home to every day And I may cook some meals and I may pay some bills but that really doesn't make this ok But I know deep down that I'm happy with my life even though I complain all the time So I'm sorry you have to put up with my bullshit and that you have to listen to me whine This is the cold in the summer This is the heat in the winter This is victory for the losers This is defeat for the winners This is IQ for dummies This is reprieve for the haunted This is the drink for the sober God damnit this is just what I wanted
2.
They said it's been a lousy quarter They don't know anything at all Staring at the charts and the graphs Projected on the board room wall They said I don't meet expectations I start to laugh a little bit Staring at the Gulf outside the window Trying hard not to quit So who cares what happens with the audit And who cares if the whole thing's over budget And who cares if the report doesn't go out on time I've got more important things on my mind And there's this girl across the office She's been causing me some heartache And it's been building up inside of me Not sure how much more I can take Well I know that I was hired for this And this is not okay But I've tried to juggle for too long now Knew it would catch up with me someday So who cares about my panic attacks And who cares that I'm drinking all the time And who cares if it seems like I'm running out of time I've got more important things on my mind They said it's been a lousy quarter They don't know anything at all They said I don't meet expectations They don't know anything at all
3.
Lying in bed Staring up At the swirling ceiling fan Wondering If it's the room Or you that's really spinning Keep this in mind You're the only one Who keeps a record of your faults Lying on the floor Staring up At the swirling ceiling fan Wondering If alcohol Can really solve all of your problems Keep this in mind You're the only one Who keeps a record of your faults Keep this in mind You're the only one Who keeps a record of your faults No sense in dwelling on all of your past mistakes Regret is just like quicksand, once you start to sink you can't be saved I'm lying on the ground I don't know if I'll get back up I'm sinking further down I don't know if I give a fuck
4.
I've been having freak-outs Walking the edge of a sharp sharp knife And I've had my doubts About this part of my life Can't keep my thoughts straight About the people that I love Feeling this dead weight Pushing down on me from above And on the off chance that things fall into place I'll wake up to see your face Without feeling the room close in around me God damn these bad days When you feel like letting go When despite being surrounded by loved ones You've never felt more alone I know I've complained About some minor things before But when all of the shit builds up I'd rather stay in bed and wait for the world to implode I've been feeling tired Finding it hard to open my eyes And I've admired The way other people get on with their lives Can't seem to focus on A single thought for very long And I am long gone So I guess I'll sing this song And on the off chance that things fall into place I'll wake up to see your face Without feeling the room close in around me God damn these bad days When you feel like letting go When despite being surrounded by loved ones You've never felt more alone I know I've complained About some minor things before But when all of the shit builds up I'd rather stay in bed and wait for the world to implode
5.
It's days like these I need to find a way To handle my anxiety To keep my hair from turning grey To tell myself it will be ok And when I try to think up a mantra Like my yoga obsessed sister wants me to It comes out sounding like total gibberish So I fake it and hide my true self away from view It's days like these I need to get it through me head That I need to get out of bed That this creeping sense of dread Doesn't mean I'd be better off dead And when I try to pick up a hobby Like my oil painting mother wants me to It comes out looking like a total train wreck So I tear it up and try to start something new If you have nothing to wake up for You're never sleeping in So even on my brightest days It's always looking grim And I have nothing to wake up for So I'm never sleeping no I'm never sleeping in And when I try to start exercising Like my sport enthusiast father wants me to I come out feeling totally exhausted So I just give up and go get some fast food If you have nothing to wake up for You're never sleeping in So even on my brightest days It's always looking grim So if I never wake up Oh I hope I never wake up Yeah if I never wake up Then I'm never sleeping no I'm never sleeping in

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Some demo drafts of the songs that will eventually become my first album.

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released March 17, 2018

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